Choosing

I have written 3 post in the last 30 minets. I deleated all of them. I cant decided what I want to write. I started one on Joey. I started one on my Mother. I started one on why I am turning 24 again and not 25. Which leaves me to this one. Am I going to deleat it not sure. I wrote the last three and decided they were all stupid and I couldnt post that. Knowing that no one reads this. I still couldnt post it. I have a lot to say but I am not usre that I can type it clearly enough for anyone that happens to stumble on to this can undersatnd it.